A come back from heaven :)
Waking up
from the dead and watching how life unfolded without you…
Who is doing
what after you?
Who is happy
and who is sad while you are no more?
It sounds
weird—and at the same time strangely adventurous—to imagine what happens after
my death. How will people behave? People and their behaviour have always
fascinated me. Still, it feels a little nasty to think about studying them from
my own deathbed.
Well… maybe
I *am* weird.
Because
somewhere deep inside, I strongly believe that people come and go, but
life—life always goes on.
As they say,
*“The show must go on.”*
Sitting
among a bunch of unfamiliar souls, I broke the silence and said,
“Guys, I
died just a day ago. Isn’t that sad?”
Yes, it is
sad—but not for me. It’s sad for the people who loved me. Surprisingly, it
isn’t making me remorseful. Maybe I left my emotions back on Earth. What about
you?”
The souls
around me were of all shapes, sizes, and ages. There was a round-faced obese
man—probably expired due to obesity—still looking around as if hoping to grab
something to eat. There was a calm, sober old lady who must have passed away
peacefully with age. A few young people too—my age—confused, curious,
unfinished.
At a little
distance stood a group of ladies and gentlemen chanting continuously. Curious,
I walked up to them and discovered they were **Indibloggers**, discussing a new
contest on the site. For a moment, it felt like home. Even death couldn’t take
blogging away from us.
I suggested
something outrageous—that we should get an extension to go back to Earth and
see how life had unfolded for our loved ones without us.
Everyone
agreed instantly.
We protested
with candles in the huge garden in front of **Yamraj’s palace**. Someone even
suggested doing *Amaran Anshan*—fast unto death—until my intelligence sparked
and reminded us that we were already dead. 😉
We laughed,
sat in the garden, and continued our peaceful protest for three days.
On the
fourth morning, King Yama himself appeared. Stern, majestic, and visibly
annoyed. After listening to our demand, he finally granted us **seven days**.
Seven days
back on Earth.
We were sent
to our old places, excitement bubbling inside us—like a first date, the first
day of college, or the first day at a new job.
And then… I
stood outside the gate of my beautiful home.
The home I
had decorated with my own hands.
A small lawn
greeted me—roses of every color, chrysanthemums, lavender, lilies, and neatly
trimmed English grass. For a moment, I felt they were looking at me. But they
weren’t. *I* was looking at them. They were busy responding to the breeze,
swaying gently, perfectly fine in my absence.
That’s when
it hit me.
Life hadn’t
paused.
Inside the
living room—once mine, now just a room—everything was in its place. Clean.
Quiet. Untouched. As if I had never existed… or as if my absence wasn’t loud
enough to disturb order.
I moved
through the house like a shadow.
In the
kitchen, my mother stood making tea. Her eyes looked tired, but her hands moved
with the same rhythm. She paused for a second, stared into nothingness, then
continued. I realized—she missed me, but she hadn’t stopped living.
In my room,
my cupboard was still locked. My books lay exactly the way I left them. My
phone was gone.
Later, I saw
my friends laughing over coffee, cracking jokes. My name came up for a
moment—followed by silence—then another joke, another laugh. Someone smiled
sadly. Someone changed the topic.
Some people
cried.
Some people
pretended to be strong.
Some people
moved on faster than I expected.
And some
surprised me by holding on longer than I deserved.
No one was
wrong.
That’s when
I finally understood something profound and strangely comforting.
My absence
created a void—but not a collapse.
My memories
lived—but they didn’t imprison anyone.
I was
loved—but I wasn’t required for the world to function.
And that was
okay.
As the
seventh day ended, I felt lighter. Not forgotten—but free. Free of
expectations, free of attachments, free of the illusion that my presence was
holding everything together.
Life didn’t
betray me by going on.
It honored
me by doing so.
When I returned,
King Yama asked nothing. He didn’t need to.
I had seen
enough.
And somewhere between life and death, I finally learned how to live.
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